Let's mix it up a little with a completely new LAYOUT!
Okay so it's almost 10 am on a Saturday morning, and I don't have to be anywhere....so WHY AM I UP?! I guess I thought it was later than it is, and now I can't get back to sleep...*sigh* Oh well that happens I suppose.
The good news about this weekend is- although I didn't get to go to Clarion, I am getting to spend a lot of much needed time with Michael, which is wonderful, and I'm very excited. I can't do very much though, since I got my toenail removed, it's very hard to walk (and quite painful, too!) so I think we'll just be doing whatever....
I need to let something out...2 things, really I guess. So here goes.
Thing Numero Uno: This guy I know, let's call him "Jay" was going out with this girl, we'll call her "Dana". That was all well and good because Jay and Dana were really great friends and just decided to take it to the next level, if you will. Normally, I'd discourage that because things never seem to be right after your friendship turns into an intimate relationship, but ya know, I didn't want to be the one to ::rain:: on their parade. Soo, they dated for a while and things seemed to be going great....and then just out of the blue, he dumps her. No real reason. Now, he's notorious for just being like "Hey I'm having some personal issues, and I don't know what I really want in life..." Like every guy in the world couldn't come up with that one....I mean, that's basically what he said when he broke up with me a few years back...but that's not the point. The point is he broke Dana's heart, for no reason, without any warning, and since Dana and I are good friends it really, REALLY pisses me off.
Sooooo in any event, the thing that really gets me going, is that she's too blind to see that he is just like that...she's not blaming him for a thing *so she claims* and I don't know why, but it bothers me. I feel bad for her because she can't see that it indeed IS his fault, and not that I'm all for the "blame game", when someone does something like that to you, "for no reason at all", you really gotta wonder....at least I do....
Thing Numero Dose: This guy I know, we'll call him "Dave" got out of a relationship with this girl that he claimed he was in love with. They were absolutely inseparable and they just did everything together...but then she realized that she was making a big mistake, and that there was someone she truly loved, and it wasn't him. So when she backed out of the relationship, a loong time ago, she moved on to that man that she was madly in love with...they're still together...but now he's moved on to this girl named "Cora" and the only problem is....it's an internet romance. She lives in Tennessee, he lives in Pennsylvania...and he's planning on taking her to the Czech Republic as their first date. *NO JOKE*. Now I don't have a problem with internet relationships to the extent that they stay over the internet, and you don't mess around with that sort of thing while you're with someone...and up to this point, under my standards, what they're doing is fine. Cute love emails, late-night chats online...blah blah blah. I'm just worried that Dave is getting over his head and Cora's going to turn out to be some psycho-killer transexual and once they hit the Czech Reupublic, it'll be alllll over for Dave. I dunno, I guess maybe I'm worrying for nothing, Dave is an adult and so's Cora (so he/she says)....Maybe I'm a bit cynical because I'm scared something's really wrong with this picture...I just have one of those feelings, ya know? Or maybe I'm still bitter because my favorite cousin, Angela, ran off with some internet guy and now lives in Texas (well at least she did 5 years ago when she wrote the one and only letter I got from her after she left), now it's like she was never alive...her family completely disowned her. *sigh* I guess Dave has to do this for himself, but I'm just scared for him...I can't afford to have anymore of my friends die or anything like that...there's been too many lost that way this past year and a half...
Well now that I've let all that out, I think I'm going to go back to sleep for a bit..or at least to lay back down until Michael calls me so we can go do something....*Boy am I glad I have him, he must be one of the only (if not the only) sane person I have ever met*...oh yeah, and I love him!
--Amy--