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Tuesday, September 30, 2003

Mmm...where do I begin? Let's see, today I stayed home from school with yet another hideous migrane, but that's okay it's becoming a fad. I finally peeled myself from my matress at 2 and took a shower which made me feel a whole lot better although I still have a headache. After my mom got home, the two of us went to the Dodge dealer right by my house to look at a new car for me cuz my Blazer's about dead (yeah talk about a bad choice of a first car...) and I found a 2003 Dodge Neon SXT that I am more than likely getting. I will know by tomorrow and I'm almost 100% positive that it's a yes I am getting it. It's Atlantic Blue <--*almost* that shade...and like I said it's a 2003 but it's slightly used...there's 15,000 miles on it, but it wa sa corporate car before this so yeah it's in great condition. I took it for a 20 minute test drive, and although it was a whooooole lot different than driving one of our Jeeps or my Blazer, I REALLY like it a lot. Hehe, I think Michael's getting a new car pretty soon too cuz his van's about dead so on Saturday we're going car shopping for him Ooo! And Rob's getting his Talon pretty soon too so yeah~ New Cars For Everyone!!

Speaking of Rob, I didn't actually go to Giant Eagle tonight (first night I haven't been there since I quit haha) but I did talk to him on the phone a lot because he spent the night at the hospital...some kid apparently pushed him at vo-tech and he hit his head real hard off a locker and yeah he had a concussion so he went to the hospital last night after he got off work Thankfully though, he's going to be all right and he'll be back to his normal self in no time (Although "NORMAL" isn't a term I'd use to describe him, but ya know what I mean) *GET BETTER ROB!*

I think I'm going to hang out with Michael tonight...sometime, hopefully...if not I'm gonna be really disappointed but hey I'm getting used to having a boyfriend I never see...it's kinda like having an imaginary friend or something...actually though as lonely as I've been, I've had people to help me thru it so yeah...thanks to all my Freedom Girls & Guys (and Brenton *who goes to Seneca with me*), I'm doing a lot better than I would be without anyone at all....

It occured to me that I said I was gonna have a quite of the day type of thing every day and I only ever did it once, so now I'm REALLY gonna start doing it....here's today's quote:

"I feel like a mushroom....I'm completely in the dark and people feed me bullshit." -My Mom

haha, well anyhow kidds, I've got a million things to do so I'm gonna go....later y'all!

~*Amy*~

Thoughts Of: demonicangel, September 30, 2003 21:07 | link | comments (1)

I fucking live at Giant Eagle. Tonight was great, I went for a meeting a the Cranberry Township Municipal Center and it got cancelled and so I went to Giant Eagle to visit Rob (who else?!) and Matt and Brenton and all them...*I saw Jenna too* and so I when I got there, Matt was on break and so I sat in the car with him and we were blasting Willie Nelson's "On The Road Again"...haha and this fucking lady got out of her car and started singing and dancing with it and I couldn't help but laugh at her...hahaha....then Rob went on break and I sat in the car with him and we chilled for a while...that was fun, he's sucha fun kid...I'm so happy we're so close...I dunno what I'd do without him and Matt and Brenton...they like complete my semi-empty life right now...it's wonderful...so yeah that was my night in a nutshell...

Right now I'm feeling extremely drunk....*maybe I am and maybe I'm not* in real life...

Tomorrow my mom and I are going to go look at other cars cuz mine's falling apart and I'm kinda pissed about that so she's gonna get me a new one cuz I'm a good kid and she loves me...I think we're gonna look at Eclipses and Jettas and stuff but who knows what tomorrow may bring...I think I'm gonna go to bed now cuz I'm soo fucking tired...

G'night!

-*Amy*-

Thoughts Of: demonicangel, September 30, 2003 00:35 | link | comments (1)

Sunday, September 28, 2003

Last night was actually rather fun, I have no life so I decided to go out to Giant Eagle and visit all the cool kidds that work there- Vanessa, Deanna, Matt, Brenton, Jenna, all those kidds...and I walked around with my cart boyz for like 2 hours just talking and having a good ol' time...haha Brenton randomly space gunned a whole bunch of cars, and as immature as that is, it was really funny. *I finally am starting to feel like I fit in with a group of kids my own age instead of adults!* (You have no idea what a big advancement that is for me, since I usually don't fit in with kids my age at all...) But yeah after that, I went to Mike's work and took a crazy chance and snuck into the building and went to find him in the warehouse and I stayed with him til he got off work...Haha, since I don't have a job of my own anymore, I have taken it upon myself to be the work visitor and help to ease people's time when they're at work...haha I'm prolly gonna get someone fired too, but that's okay, it's all in fun, right?

Today I went to church and then after the service I held a meeting for the kids that are interested in the Christmas play this year cuz well somehow I got myself into the director's position, even though I despise children. Yeah This is gonna be loads of fun, I can tell already.

After all that though, I went out to Giant Eagle and got Aunt Lisa's birthday cake and saw Josh and Fred...Rob works tonight though and I have to go back out there to pick up Aunt Lisa's present so I htink I'll stop in to visit them when it's not so busy. (You'd be surprised how busy they are right after the church services let out.) Ohh well I no longer have to contend with that, now do I?

Yeah so tonight we're gonna have cake and presents and all that fun stuff...so I think I'm gonna go occupy myself until like 5:30-6:00 ish *when I can go and get her present and visit everyone*sooo once again, if anything overly exciting happens, I'll write again tonight and if not, well, then I won't!

~*¤Amy¤*~

Thoughts Of: demonicangel, September 28, 2003 15:34 | link | comments (1)

Saturday, September 27, 2003

Well, yesterday was my last day at Giant Eagle. I was gonna give a week's notice or something but nope she royally pissed me off and quite frankly, I had enough so I didn't do shit all night and left the place a mess and I never have to work there again! But last night was actually fun because Rob kept me company all night...he's this bagger kid and we get along soo well...we've become pretty good friends since we met at work and I got him these roses last night... *blush* because he said he'd like them but no one ever got him some so I did and he like got all gushy on me and stuff...lol..it was cute...but yeah I think we're gonna hang out sometime soon which'll be cool cuz we can actually be us and not have to worry about a boss coming over and bitching at us for not working. He's a year behind me in school and he's 16 years old...but seriously I thought he was much older than me like Michael and Josh Miller's age. He's from Freedom too so yeah that's something I can actually relate to cuz I know that area really well now. So yeah that's my fun work story for today...and I won't have anymore for a while because well, I'm not working there ever again! WOO HOO! *Does a little dance*

Hmm...nothing else is really new. I went to Kohl's alone today cuz I'm a liser like that and I got the cutest outfit in the world. It's this pleated plaid skirt and a black sweater that has fur all over the top of it it's wonderful. SOO CUTE.

Wow, I haven't been this happy in such a loooooooooooooooooooong time like I seriously don't even remember the last time I was this happy- in fact, it could be a personal record for me on the happiness scale. <--see, I'm so mother f-ing happy! Hehehehe!

Well I guess I'm gonna go- if anything really interesting happens today I'll write again tonight but I doubt it will becasue it's raining outside and I think I'm gonna be cleaning my room all day so yeah...later!

DEPRESSION <--no more sadness!

~*Amy*~

Thoughts Of: demonicangel, September 27, 2003 16:01 | link | comments

Friday, September 26, 2003

Today I stayed home from school *again* because I have yet another headache. To be honest, I think I'm just mostly stressed out and really just...depressed and that's what's making me so sick all the time. I can't stand it much longer, I'm so upset with myself for being like this, but I can't really help it, ya know? It just kinda happens sometimes.

I need out of my house so bad.... I can't stand living here anymore. If you don't already know, I live with my mom and her 2 sisters because when my dad died, my mom needed help raising me and such, so we moved here to PA from NM...big move, but yeah. All my life it's been like having 3 parents and it's so obnoxious because my aunts think they should have a say in what I do and where I do it and blah blah blah but the thing is...they're not my parents, so I don't see as to why they need to bitch at me constantly about everything. My mom doesn't like it either, but yeah who really would? *Sigh* Okay I feel a little better now that I let that out.

Curled up in the backseat of a cadillac, next to you, asleep I am...dreaming of you and I one day, sweep me up, take me away...<-random lyric, sorry I do that occasionally. Lol.

I decided that every day I write, I am going to have a quote of the day. So today's quote is "Your dog ate my squirrel." And I'm not entirely sure why that's my quote of today but it just is, so yeah, deal with that.

Hmm...what's going on this weekend? Let's see, I'm quitting Giant Eagle tonight (2 weeks notice, I guess), I have to work from 4-10 *blah*, then I'm probably going to see Michael...then tomorrow I work 9-1, who knows what's gonna happen after that, and Sunday I'm off -That's always a good thing.

Well, yeah that's about it for now, I think I'm gonna go get a shower and chill a little before work....later!

~¤Amy¤~

Thoughts Of: demonicangel, September 26, 2003 15:10 | link | comments (1)

Today I decided that I've had enough with deadjournal and all those sites because they're becoming so hideously unstable that it's hard to believe they're still in business...but heyy...you'll have that.

Hmm let's see, I'm quitting at Giant Eagle because I can't take my manager anymore. She treats me like total shit and I can't handle that- I'm definitely done there. Tonight I came very close to just walking out and trust me, I'm not even like that! So yeah you can imagine that she must have really pissed me off. She basically blamed me for every little thing that goes wrong in the department and then she refused to give me only like 20-some hours a week and well quite frankly I'm sick of her taking her evil aggressions out on me. I think that she's just discontent with her own life cuz she's terribly fat and ugly and looks like a deformed hamster...yeah I'd be disgruntled too if I was like her, and thank God I'm not...no one should be that evil and bitchy.

Tonight was fun, after work I mean. Michael came to get me from work early and that was nice...what was really cool was that I saw the momma and daddy Fisher too. Hehe, the waiter at King's knows my name now and it kinda disturbed me a little because I never told him my name or anything like that. Kinda cool though, strange but cool.

Well I think that's about it for now, I'm a little tired and I have an assload of homework yet so yeah, talk to ya later!

-Amy-

Thoughts Of: demonicangel, September 26, 2003 01:15 | link | comments